How do you remove the smell of poo off my skin? (The ass of fear)

How can you forget about fear after living in its house for so long?
    Under its weight for so long it feels like it is now your skin and
    the new skin stinks as it becomes the shade of gray that wears out 
    Afternoons. What can you know of fear after being in its house

For so  long that you can no longer engage with the day, only the fear?
    What if you just got up and walked outside of this place and did
    Not look back? Refusing to look back because if you do that
    You are fucking crazy.

How can you know fear and have emptied its trash cans for so long?
    Every morning you would sweep out its bathroom, living room,
    Florida room, bed room, reading room, guest room. How could
    you clean this house?  Wiping the tables. Wiping the glass.
                                      Wiping the windows. Wiping the toilets
                                      Wiping the shit from its ass.  The ass of fear


The ass of fear
The ass of fear
The ass of fear

it's//ok//ok//ok//

I am this ass of
Fear too.