How can you forget about fear after living in its house for so long?
Under its weight for so long it feels like it is now your skin and
the new skin stinks as it becomes the shade of gray that wears out
Afternoons. What can you know of fear after being in its house
For so long that you can no longer engage with the day, only the fear?
What if you just got up and walked outside of this place and did
Not look back? Refusing to look back because if you do that
You are fucking crazy.
How can you know fear and have emptied its trash cans for so long?
Every morning you would sweep out its bathroom, living room,
Florida room, bed room, reading room, guest room. How could
you clean this house? Wiping the tables. Wiping the glass.
Wiping the windows. Wiping the toilets
Wiping the shit from its ass. The ass of fear
The ass of fear
The ass of fear
The ass of fear
it's//ok//ok//ok//
I am this ass of
Fear too.
Under its weight for so long it feels like it is now your skin and
the new skin stinks as it becomes the shade of gray that wears out
Afternoons. What can you know of fear after being in its house
For so long that you can no longer engage with the day, only the fear?
What if you just got up and walked outside of this place and did
Not look back? Refusing to look back because if you do that
You are fucking crazy.
How can you know fear and have emptied its trash cans for so long?
Every morning you would sweep out its bathroom, living room,
Florida room, bed room, reading room, guest room. How could
you clean this house? Wiping the tables. Wiping the glass.
Wiping the windows. Wiping the toilets
Wiping the shit from its ass. The ass of fear
The ass of fear
The ass of fear
The ass of fear
it's//ok//ok//ok//
I am this ass of
Fear too.